A new Beginning?

It has been relatively peaceful for the last 2 days. You went out on Wednesday and when you came back for the night everything seemed calm. As it was we have agreed to slowly rebuild the family and start everything anew. You were still quite lost and still in a daze. I knew that time is needed and I only thing I can do is to show concern. You were on the bed, playing with you phone, SMSing, I suppose. When I came into the room, I saw you playing with S’s mobile and instinctly I knew you were up to no good. I confronted you and realized that you have been trying to contact him. But he did not want to answer your call. I told you it was all over and asked you why you wanted the whole cycle to repeat itself. You were adamant about contacting him, you wanted to know if he was toying with you feelings. I have told you that that is immaterial as everything was over. I agreed to let you talk to him on the conditions that you asked two questions and if they are answered, you have to stop everything. And yes, he called at last. You asked him those two questions and you put away the phone after that. And you cried. And you hugged me. I can only lend you the crying shoulder. But I was happy. I thought I have got you back and we can start a new beginning. And then you said you wanted me to join you in Australia for the weekend – to spend time on the Gold Coast together. I was happy beyond words. It seemed to be that light was shinning through my life again.