Happiness at last

I believe I am completely at peace with myself. At long last, I have seen through it all. The past is gone forever and it has no bearing on what I want to do in the future. Happiness to me now are my three kids. And they mean everything to me. My wife is gone but I am at ease. I have decided to let her go; let her seek her own happiness and I will seek mine. I have tried my very best to rebuild my failed marriage but it was not to be. I have learnt to accept defeat graciously. With this, I hope that this blog about loveisacruelthing can be closed. Hopefully I will open another blog about loveisabeautifulthing. Who knows? Wish me the best. And thanks everyone for their support and encouragement. Really, this blog and all the encouragement from strangers have helped me greatly through this very difficult and dark moments. I wish everyone a very happy Chinese New Year.