Today she wrote me a long email - asking for forgiveness - but at the same time saying that all was over between us. I replied her, acceding to her requests of final separation - it really comes sooner than I thought - I thought it will only happen after chinese new year. But now looking back, the decision was made the moment she landed in Australia last week. It was all gone. And I have begin to accept this reality although deep in my heart I know I have not given up home. Life has to move on. And today I went home early from work and brought the two daughters for some last minute Chinese New Year shopping. Bought some clothes for S and also a pair of sandal. She wanted to join us but could not due to her meeting. And then we went home for dinner. And she came too for dinner. I was so surprise that I felt nothing. And she stayed for a while before disappearing again. Life has to move on.