Monday, February 07, 2005
A new dawn
It was a long night and did not get to sleep well. The little one did not sleep well, she woke up a couple of times and each time I have to make her go back to sleep.
I woke up before 6am and as usual sent the children to school.
A new dawn began and life has to start anew. All the problems I had was when I see her - I really needed a clean break and it will come soon enough - after chinese new year.
Just hope that time will pass quickly and Chinese New Year will be gone in a flash. My new life will start on the third day of the Chinese New Year.
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Hello.. I am just a stranger on the net. All I want to say is please do not hurt yourself. You have to be strong for your kids. May the force be with you.
Please take good care of yourself, :)
Ling
Hi New Man,
I read all your posting, and regarding your wife' behaviour, I got a feeling that she wanted to patch up with you. But she do not know how. Somehow, I feel that she have very strong pride and refuse admit that she destroy the happy family. Are you able to get more details of how she feel from her good friends? She probably shares some inner thoughts with them.
thanks for your comments.
I am not very hopeful. In fact today, we had a long exchanged of email and I have at last given up all hopes and agreed to let her go.
As for her, from her close friends, they told me that she is very firm and determine this time to end the relationship with me. I understand that she could not be with me because of the feeling of guilt in which she cannot get over. I don't know. It could be possible that there are still things I do not know because my wife said that she do not want to continue the relationship because she do not want to hurt me anymore.
Anyway, I have to let time pass and look forward towards life - taking one step at a time
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