Sunday, March 13, 2005
Really find it harder and harder to blog - to write about the daily events and where I am heading to. And it must be a good sign.
I was terribly bored today. The children refused to do anything or to go out and without her, I was bored to the bones. I tried to organize my photographs but after a while I gave up. Wanted to do some video editing but then again did not even have the energy to start.
In the end I did nothing. Watched some TV - highlights of Champions League soccer and some chinese drama. And did a bit of chatting on the net.
I was bored but I guessed it was better to be bored than sad.
In the evening took the children to the park. The little one was happy out in the park. I brought my video camera and my digital camera and managed to shoot some footages and some photographs.
But it was a boring day.
I really need to find a new outlet in life.
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Hey
Just thought that engaging yourself in a new circle of friends or new activities would be great for you.
Can take up bowling and even get your kids and you to participate in a similar competition.
That would be really fun.
Take care
hi,
i fully agree with anonymous. think its great tht u start doing things and find leisure activities to pass time. maybe in the past, from what u sound, u were quite dependent on wife to organise things and plan activities. well...u can do the same now too...its the path to recovery. plan more things to do for yourself and get your kids to join you too. sports is one great thing...u can try rollerblading or cycling with kids in the parks..organise picnic with them, or a day out in the zoo can be great too. Socialize more...don't keep holding back. You are quite lucky that u have a maid to help you and u seem quite financially able. So, all is not lost.
It'd be great to see u standing up, tall and confident again...and happy of course. I read somewhere tht happiness attracts happiness. If you try to be happy, u will attract happy things and happy occasions. Whats gone and happened is gone. Leave the bad scars behind and pull yourself through it. Its easier said than done but I am confident that a loving person like you will pull through soon enough. Just don't keep yourself low and down with negative things. Spend time doing things that you like...find out what you would like to do...perhaps...list the things that u always liked to do but never found time to do it...and slowly get on with it.
remember that, as a happy, positive and optimistic person, u will attract happiness into your life, u will attract happy people, happy friends, happy women :P
You have many bright days ahead of you...so, keep up the good work in getting your life back on track. You are on road to recovery brother. (pat pat on the back)
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