Just had a feeling that she was getting ridiculous and starting to get on my nerves. While I was working this morning, and out of nowhere and suddenly I received such a SMS: "Sorry last nite drank too much with customer. Got handover this morn. couldnt wake up in time to fetch them to school" The message did not make any sense to me and I decided to ignore it. But she persisted: "You are angry rt?" She asked. I was utterly lost. I meant I was not angry and I has no intention of wanting to know what happen to her. Fetching the children to school was her rrequest and if she did not turn up, I will send them to school - not an issue at all. And anyway it was Friday and she was not suppose to send the children to school anyway. So it really did not make any sense to send me such a SMS and worse, assuming that I will be angry??? And I replied her: "Alamak. Why should I be angry? Pl dun taunt me anymore" "For the record. I was never angry with u. I never hated u. I never wanted to make u feel bad. I am still struggling. I can only blame myself for what I am today" And she replied in chinese a "Sorry" And then she said: "Cant we remain as good frens?" I did not answer her. I was finding it a bit ridiculous. After what had happened now she wanted was to be good friends with me? So that she can continue to talk to me, to SMS me, to ask me for help or whatver? And continue to hurt me? I was really lost but I knew at this point in time it would not be possible for me to treat her like a good friend. It really hurt me too much. The only way for me to remain sane is to not to feel anything. Wasnt it too selfish of her to ask me to be her good friends after what had happened? Maybe I should start to ignore her.