The crying Baby

I was awakened by the Alarm of S’s mobile phone. I woke up and my dream was broken. In the dream, I saw you smiling at me and we were holding hands and in love again. It was but a dream. And then the little one started to cry for no reason. I hugged her lightly and consoled her and made her go back to sleep. I washed up and as usual sent the children to school. I checked with the children and was surprised that you did not SMS them at all. On the way to her school, I tried to talk to the eldest one but she did not respond. I got back from they school and went to buy coffee. It was still so early, barely past seven and the coffee uncle was so surprised to see me. Then I got home, trying to type this blog. And then the little one came running out crying. The maid was outside the house cleaning the car. I picked up the little one to console her. And she was still crying uncontrollably. The maid came in and tried to carry her but she refused. She only wanted me. I carried her around and slowly consoled her. Then I took her out to see the dog and she stopped her crying and started to smile. It has been almost a day and I have not heard from you. But I remembered that we agreed not to be in contact again. Sigh. Why?