The Letter

I have written before but none was as defining as this one. I thought long and hard and of how I have “coerced” you into a decision that you are not prepared to take yet. I knew it today the truth. The last few days had been hell for me, the most difficult passage of my life. I was shattered to bits, the very bits of my self- confidence were no longer there. I was hurt so deeply that I seemed to be dreaming all the time. And yesterday was worst, I slipped into a great depression. And today seem better as I begin to talk some sense. But all these do not seemed too real. I try to sound rational but in the end my emotions got over me. It seemed that I am being driven to disaster.